i am amazed to find out today, that i could mean what i said. i didnt say ok when it's not. i think perhaps i am edging closer to learning to say what i mean. which implies i'm getting closer to being understood more easily. (good or bad? hahah=p) wouldnt the world be easier to understand if all women could be like this? hahahaha as though i very good like that.. =x

i think everybody says things they dont mean sometimes. to people they dont want to worry, to people they are not close to, or dont really know well. so meaning what you say is an indicator that this person is really someone close to your heart, who you really trust. it is also an indicator of the level of bonding you share, how close you are. because in saying what you mean, you are trusting the person with your innermost thoughts, fears and feelings.

so when i ask if you're ok, and you reply yes when you're obviously not ok, i just hope one day, we can become close enough for you to trust me with your thoughts.

in all relationships, it is important not just to share happiness, but also sorrows. the world is too heavy to carry it on your own shoulders.

though exams are looming overhead, and making my sky overcast, the encouragement and concern of loved ones fuel me ahead, urging me to hang in there. thanks! i love you!! all of you!

happy=D